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sammehwinchester:

*I start to melt into you when you kiss me, the kiss both wonderful and disgusting, because it tastes a lot like blood.

You push me away far too soon and I can’t help the hurt that goes through me. You help me up and then slide your arm around my waist and we’re back to being close. Close enough so that I can lean over an inch and I can smell your sweat, blood, you. It sends a shiver down my body that I’m sure you noticed.

You help me back to Impala and sit me in the passenger seat before sliding in behind the wheel. I can’t help it, I lean over and grab the front of your shirt, using my strength to pull you over the gap between the seats and practically onto my lap and kissing you hard. You freeze but I know you want this, you kissed me back there and you didn’t say no last night and I’m so tired of denying this, however wrong it might be. You don’t open your mouth but that’s okay, I just kiss your lips, cupping your face in my hands and smoothing your cheek with my thumb.*

*I frown and pushes you away hard, noticing how you gasp and wince. Your ribs are clearly hurting as well. A sting of regret goes through me and I want to apologize, but I don’t. I just swallow and huff* Just don’t touch me.

*I start the car and we’re back at the motel in only a few minutes. You manage to walk in front of me and actually slam the door in my face, even with your hurt ribs and your leg. I duck my head and huffs as I rub my neck, following you inside*

*The rest of the evening you’re quiet. I’m not sure if you’re angry or hurt the most, but you won’t look at me. I’ve tried to apologize, but I don’t know how to deal with this situation. So I let it go.*

*When it gets dark you undress and slides under the covers of your bed. The lights are already off so I barely see were I’m walking. I’ve undressed and moves to lay in my bed when I stop. As I get used to the dark I turn to glance over at you. You’re laying with your back towards me, clearly not asleep yet as you’re all tense. I let go of the blanket that I had pulled up so I could slided under it, and istead lifts yours. You tense more and I spoon you from behind, even though you’re bigger than me. I’m not a guy who usually cuddles, but I can’t form any words so this will have to do*

Don’t say anything, just sleep.

*I smile into my pillow, body relaxing against yours. I know this is hard for you, and this says most of what you’re feeling. You love me too. Sleep drags me under in seconds and I fall alseep to the feeling of your steady breathing behind me.*

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@Dean 

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sammehwinchester:

Sorry.

*I mutter distractedly, sliding my hand inside your jacket once my hands are free, and grabbing the second knife I know you’ll have there. I grab the knife and pull away from you before trying to stand, which I fail at, as my leg doesn’t take my weight and I start falling to the floor until you grab me around the waist. I put an arm around your shoulders and you help me walk to the door, muttering curses about me being heavy all the way.

Suddenly the other vampires spot us, one moment they’re over the other side of the room, the next they’re in front of us. I pull away from you and swing the knife, chopping ones head off. I fight another one and out the corner of my eye, I see you killing one, then being taken by surprise and tackled to the floor by another.*
Dean! *I yell before beheading the one I’m fighting and stumbling over to you as fast as I can.

The vampire’s just about to bite into your neck when I swing the knife, cutting off it’s head. You splutter as blood gushes over you and I look around, checking that there’s no more vampires before finally falling to the floor, leg giving out and my head and ribs hurting from the fighting.*

I hate vampires.. *I reach out to my side without looking, feeling around until my hand lands on your chest. I slap it lightly before I manage to gasp.* You okay, dude?

*I shake my head slightly and grunt as the blood splutters all over me, watching the vamp fall to the floor with a thump. I hear you collapsing beside me and I glance over at you to see if you’re okay. Obviously your leg is hurt, but other than that you seem… Alright.*

*As you touch my chest and asks if I’m alright I huff and yanks you down, kissing you nearly desparately before I realize what I’m doing. My eyes fly open and I push you away just as quickly as I dragged you down before I stumble up from the floor and wipes my mouth.* Shit…

*I see your hurt look but tries to ignore it as much as I can as I help you up and slides my arm around your waist* Let’s get the Hell out of here.

*I start to melt into you when you kiss me, the kiss both wonderful and disgusting, because it tastes a lot like blood.

You push me away far too soon and I can’t help the hurt that goes through me. You help me up and then slide your arm around my waist and we’re back to being close. Close enough so that I can lean over an inch and I can smell your sweat, blood, you. It sends a shiver down my body that I’m sure you noticed.

You help me back to Impala and sit me in the passenger seat before sliding in behind the wheel. I can’t help it, I lean over and grab the front of your shirt, using my strength to pull you over the gap between the seats and practically onto my lap and kissing you hard. You freeze but I know you want this, you kissed me back there and you didn’t say no last night and I’m so tired of denying this, however wrong it might be. You don’t open your mouth but that’s okay, I just kiss your lips, cupping your face in my hands and smoothing your cheek with my thumb.*

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@Dean 

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sammehwinchester:

*I open my eyes and immediately know I’m in trouble. My head’s killing, so are my ribs and leg. It’s dark and wet and my arms are tied behind my back, around a tree.

I pull at the bindings, but they’re tied tight. I frown and look around me, eyes landing on the figures standing a few feet away. Vampires. There’s about 5 of them, some lazing around, a couple talking. A woman comes up to me and kneels in front of me, grinning hungrily. ‘Our snack’s awake!’ She calls happily. ‘How’s your head? I hit you extra hard because, well, you’re trying to kill us.. Also wasn’t that careful carrying you on the way here, if you’re wondering why you’re hurting. Wanted you to suffer a little before you die.’

She smiles hungrily at me before walking off and talking to the others. Damn, Dean’s so gonna tease me that I got taken out by a girl..*

*I walk for what feels like friggin’ forever before I find a house in the middle of the forest. There’s no reason why there should be living other than a old, dying lady there, but I can see several people in there. It must be the vampire’s nest. I reach into my jacket to find the huge knife I’ve got there as I make my way to the house. As I get close enough I fire off a shot with my gun before I run to the backside of the house. Some of them come out the back door and I manage to kill them both without too much attention*

*As I make my way into the house I see one that watches out for you. Thank God, you’re okay. I sigh before I walk closer, wincing when I step on something that makes the floor creak under me. The vampire turns and just before she starts calling back the others I behead her. The head thumps to the ground and I sigh before I quickly run over to you and unties you*

Jesus Sammy, scared me.

Sorry.

*I mutter distractedly, sliding my hand inside your jacket once my hands are free, and grabbing the second knife I know you’ll have there. I grab the knife and pull away from you before trying to stand, which I fail at, as my leg doesn’t take my weight and I start falling to the floor until you grab me around the waist. I put an arm around your shoulders and you help me walk to the door, muttering curses about me being heavy all the way.

Suddenly the other vampires spot us, one moment they’re over the other side of the room, the next they’re in front of us. I pull away from you and swing the knife, chopping ones head off. I fight another one and out the corner of my eye, I see you killing one, then being taken by surprise and tackled to the floor by another.*
Dean! *I yell before beheading the one I’m fighting and stumbling over to you as fast as I can.

The vampire’s just about to bite into your neck when I swing the knife, cutting off it’s head. You splutter as blood gushes over you and I look around, checking that there’s no more vampires before finally falling to the floor, leg giving out and my head and ribs hurting from the fighting.*

I hate vampires.. *I reach out to my side without looking, feeling around until my hand lands on your chest. I slap it lightly before I manage to gasp.* You okay, dude?

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@Dean 

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sammehwinchester:

*I nod and pull a shirt on before grabbing my coat and mobile and walking out the door after you.

You drop me off at the library and I walk into the silent halls and breath a sigh of relief. I walk straight over to the myth and lore section and get to work, trying my hardest to keep my mind on the research, not on the memories of Dean fucking me last night.

I find nothing that we don’t know in the books and after hours I give up. I walk out the library and shiver, damn, I spent the whole day in there?

I yank my jacket on and pull out my phone to ring you and ask why you didn’t come to get me. You don’t answer and I sigh, leaving a message saying that I’ll walk back to the motel room and I’ll meet you there.

I’m just hanging up when I hear someone come up behind me. There’s a sharp pain at the back of my head and I go to block the second blow but something faster and stronger that me hits me again, and I fall into blackness.

*After been flirting with some girl at the bar I decide to go back home. I don’t do it to hurt you, even though I know you would’ve been if you saw me. I try to get you the fuck out of my head already, but there’s no use. You’re stuck, and after a few minutes flirting with that girl I knew it was no use.*

*I hear your message and sees the time you called. You’re proably back already. And probably pissed as well. I park outside the room and I goes to open the door but it’s locked. You had the key and you’d never lock it if you were here. I swallow and looks around* Sam? Sammy?

*I knock on the door a few times before I get that you’re not there. I get into the car quickly and drives off towards the library. As I get there I talk to the man in the reception. He tells me he saw you walk out a while ago, and when I run back out I can see some blood at the pavement.* Shit… *I mumble before I glance around. I see some footsteps in the grass that leads behind the library and into the woods, after the rain has soaked the ground so the footprints shows easily. I cock my gun and holds it under my jacket as I run into the woods. I know a vampire doesn’t die by a shot, but it’ll distract him enough and get him close so I can bihead him.. Or her. If it’s a girl vampire I’m gonna tease the life out of you*

*I open my eyes and immediately know I’m in trouble. My head’s killing, so are my ribs and leg. It’s dark and wet and my arms are tied behind my back, around a tree.

I pull at the bindings, but they’re tied tight. I frown and look around me, eyes landing on the figures standing a few feet away. Vampires. There’s about 5 of them, some lazing around, a couple talking. A woman comes up to me and kneels in front of me, grinning hungrily. ‘Our snack’s awake!’ She calls happily. ‘How’s your head? I hit you extra hard because, well, you’re trying to kill us.. Also wasn’t that careful carrying you on the way here, if you’re wondering why you’re hurting. Wanted you to suffer a little before you die.’

She smiles hungrily at me before walking off and talking to the others. Damn, Dean’s so gonna tease me that I got taken out by a girl..*

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@Sam 

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sammehwinchester:

*I roll my eyes when you take a sip of whiskey, God, you’re turning into a drunk. One day I’m going to rip it out of your hands and hide everything so that you can be sober for once.

I walk back over to my bed and pick up my discarded food, eating a bite but not tasting it as my mind’s on other things. There’s a silence in the room that’s getting uncomfortable for I break it by asking about the case.*

So, vampires, huh? How big do you think the nest is to be killing this many locals? It’s either a big nest or a small one that are smart and know how to get their meals without being caught.

*I shake my head, chucking my half eaten meal in the binand taking out one of the machete’s to sharpen it slowly.

Y’know, some of the victims just went missing… Maybe they turn some and kill some? If that’s the case, I’d say they’re few and smart, but needs more.

*As you start talking about the case I take that as a sign for us to get going to do some research, so I pull my jacket on as I finish off my burger* C’mon, Einstein, you need to be at the library and I need to check out the locals, see if they got anything.

*I nod and pull a shirt on before grabbing my coat and mobile and walking out the door after you.

You drop me off at the library and I walk into the silent halls and breath a sigh of relief. I walk straight over to the myth and lore section and get to work, trying my hardest to keep my mind on the research, not on the memories of Dean fucking me last night.

I find nothing that we don’t know in the books and after hours I give up. I walk out the library and shiver, damn, I spent the whole day in there?

I yank my jacket on and pull out my phone to ring you and ask why you didn’t come to get me. You don’t answer and I sigh, leaving a message saying that I’ll walk back to the motel room and I’ll meet you there.

I’m just hanging up when I hear someone come up behind me. There’s a sharp pain at the back of my head and I go to block the second blow but something faster and stronger that me hits me again, and I fall into blackness.

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@Dean 

getmepie:

sammehwinchester:

*I can’t help it, I fling myself into your arms and cling to you while I sob, burying my face into your neck and letting you calm me. I take a deep breath and your scent makes me dizzy, makes me want to get closer.

I hug you bone crushingly tight at that thought, trying to drive the thought out of my head. God, I’m disgusting. I should be locked up. Then they should chuck away the key.

I cling to you for ages until my sobs have gone and I’m just shaking and holding you close, breathing you in. I pull back slightly and find my face is inches from yours, noses brushing as I slowly look up, into your confused emerald eyes. I can tell you’re trying to deal with some kind of emotions and am caught, not wanting to pull away from this, the feel of your breath on my lips, being so close that I can see all the gold flecks in your eye.. but knowing I really should pull away, I shouldn’t give into this.. this need.*

*I clear my throat and pulls away slightly, rubbing your arm comfortingly as I do* Sam, you should eat something. *I mumble, glancing up into your eyes. I roll mine slightly before I nod*

Fine, y’know what? We’ll talk about this. Later, okay? You need your food and I need painkillers.

*I give you an awkward pat on the shoulder before I move away and over to my duffle to find the box of pills and the small bottle of whiskey I got there*

*I roll my eyes when you take a sip of whiskey, God, you’re turning into a drunk. One day I’m going to rip it out of your hands and hide everything so that you can be sober for once.

I walk back over to my bed and pick up my discarded food, eating a bite but not tasting it as my mind’s on other things. There’s a silence in the room that’s getting uncomfortable for I break it by asking about the case.*

So, vampires, huh? How big do you think the nest is to be killing this many locals? It’s either a big nest or a small one that are smart and know how to get their meals without being caught.

*I shake my head, chucking my half eaten meal in the binand taking out one of the machete’s to sharpen it slowly.

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@Dean 

getmepie:

sammehwinchester:

I AM worrying about this, Dean! *I chuck my food down on the bed and stand, pacing the room and running my hands throught my hair again.* I slept with my fucking brother, of course I’m worried about it, me, us!

*I stop pacing when I get to the wall, but don’t turn round to face you. I start shaking as all the stress of the morning weighs down on me and I can feel tears threatening to fall, but try and stop them because I know it’ll make you feel uncomfortable.*

I know I’m screwed up, okay. And now I’m obviously affecting you and bringing you into my messed up problems. Now, I’m not just a freak, but I’m a sick, messed up, stupid freak, who’s in love with his brother! And worse, you know it! You now know how messed up I am! You were never supposed to find out, Dean! You were never supposed to know how.. how much of a monster I really am..

*The tears start falling down my face and I swipe at them angrily, still not turning to face you, afraid to what I’ll see*

Sammy… *I mutter, frowning when I hear your voice break. I never knew you were in love with me… Sure, I knew there were some tension between us that shouldn’t be between brothers… From both parts. But in love with me? I’d never guess.*

*You start crying and, no matter how uncomfortable this whole situations is, I can’t listen to it. I get up, sighing as I walk over to you and hesitantly turns you around*

Sam… Sammy, don’t cry, please…

*I can’t help it, I fling myself into your arms and cling to you while I sob, burying my face into your neck and letting you calm me. I take a deep breath and your scent makes me dizzy, makes me want to get closer.

I hug you bone crushingly tight at that thought, trying to drive the thought out of my head. God, I’m disgusting. I should be locked up. Then they should chuck away the key.

I cling to you for ages until my sobs have gone and I’m just shaking and holding you close, breathing you in. I pull back slightly and find my face is inches from yours, noses brushing as I slowly look up, into your confused emerald eyes. I can tell you’re trying to deal with some kind of emotions and am caught, not wanting to pull away from this, the feel of your breath on my lips, being so close that I can see all the gold flecks in your eye.. but knowing I really should pull away, I shouldn’t give into this.. this need.*

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@Dean 

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sammehwinchester:

Dude, stop avoiding me! I know you don’t want to talk about this and fine, y’know, if you want to be an ass about this then fine! But stop trying to act like nothing’s changed because it has and you suck at acting! God, this affects me as well, you know?!

*I sit down on my bed, seeing as we’re obviously keeping a distance between us now, and open the bag, picking at the salad you bought me moodily.*

I’m not avoiding you! I just don’t want to talk about it!

*I huff, letting the burger fall back into the box* I don’t know what happened last night, okay? Yeah, I gave in, I did something stupid.. That’s it. You obviously don’t worry about this, but I DO!

I AM worrying about this, Dean! *I chuck my food down on the bed and stand, pacing the room and running my hands throught my hair again.* I slept with my fucking brother, of course I’m worried about it, me, us!

*I stop pacing when I get to the wall, but don’t turn round to face you. I start shaking as all the stress of the morning weighs down on me and I can feel tears threatening to fall, but try and stop them because I know it’ll make you feel uncomfortable.*

I know I’m screwed up, okay. And now I’m obviously affecting you and bringing you into my messed up problems. Now, I’m not just a freak, but I’m a sick, messed up, stupid freak, who’s in love with his brother! And worse, you know it! You now know how messed up I am! You were never supposed to find out, Dean! You were never supposed to know how.. how much of a monster I really am..

*The tears start falling down my face and I swipe at them angrily, still not turning to face you, afraid to what I’ll see*

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@Dean 

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sammehwinchester:

*I huff and cross my arms, glaring at the closed door. I sigh and turn around, running my hand through my hair as I try to think. I might as well take a shower while you’re gone, and then I’ll be clean and have thought about things.

I climb in the shower and lean back against the wall, head tilting back until it hits the wall and the spray of the water is hitting my face. What we did is wrong, and I should feel disgusted by it, but.. I don’t. I know that sounds fucked up, but I don’t feel disgusted by it at all. I actually get turned on everytime I think of last night.

Which probably means I’m more fucked up than I thought. Forget my slight addiction to Demon blood, I have now fucked my brother, and liked it. 

I sigh, quickly washing myself before I turn off the shower and step out, tying the towel low around my hips, not bothering to dry myself at all before I step out of the bathroom, staring down at the floor, lost in thought. 

I walk over to my bed and ruffle through my bag, dropping the towel as I search for some clean clothes.I freeze, feeling someone’s eyes on me. I look up and see you looking around the room, anywhere but at me; a bag of food clutched in your hands. Oops.*

Oh, shit, man, I didn’t realise you were there.

*I pull on some boxers and jeans, not bothering with a top as I walk over to you and force you to look into my eyes, trying to tell you that you can talk to me through them.*

*I glance up at you briefly before I look down at the bag in my hands. I huff and shoves it into your hands* Your rabbit’s food’s there *I mumble before I take my own and stomps back over to MY bed and sits down, sitting on it crosslegged as I start eating my burger. It doesn’t really taste much*

Dude, stop avoiding me! I know you don’t want to talk about this and fine, y’know, if you want to be an ass about this then fine! But stop trying to act like nothing’s changed because it has and you suck at acting! God, this affects me as well, you know?!

*I sit down on my bed, seeing as we’re obviously keeping a distance between us now, and open the bag, picking at the salad you bought me moodily.*

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@Dean 

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I remember it, Dean!!
*I huff, crossing my arms over my chest and knowing I’m doing the ‘bitch face’.*
Look, I know I was drunk, but I wasn’t THAT drunk!! I didn’t dream up the whole thing..
*I swallow looking down that the floor.*
I-I know that it’s fucked up, but that’s exactly why we need to.. Look, you didn’t say no, okay?? EVEN *I say loudly, cutting off whatever protest you were about to come up with* Even if I did ‘make it up’ *I roll my eyes to show you how much I DON’T believe that* Even if I did, we still did something. And that something left us both on the bed together.. naked and.. well, snuggling. So yeh, we definitely need to talk.  

*I turn back to the bed where I laid all my clothes and starts dressing slowly, eyes firmly planted on the half-dead plant in the window. I pull the jacket on before I turn to look at you briefly before I head towards the door. You stop me and I push you away. I swallow before I shake my head firmly*

I’m not talking about this. I can’t, won’t. So just leave it.
*I grab the car keys and my gun, finishing by grabbing my phone before I look up* I’ll get us something to eat. *I mutter before I disappear out the door* 

*I huff and cross my arms, glaring at the closed door. I sigh and turn around, running my hand through my hair as I try to think. I might as well take a shower while you’re gone, and then I’ll be clean and have thought about things.

I climb in the shower and lean back against the wall, head tilting back until it hits the wall and the spray of the water is hitting my face. What we did is wrong, and I should feel disgusted by it, but.. I don’t. I know that sounds fucked up, but I don’t feel disgusted by it at all. I actually get turned on everytime I think of last night.

Which probably means I’m more fucked up than I thought. Forget my slight addiction to Demon blood, I have now fucked my brother, and liked it. 

I sigh, quickly washing myself before I turn off the shower and step out, tying the towel low around my hips, not bothering to dry myself at all before I step out of the bathroom, staring down at the floor, lost in thought. 

I walk over to my bed and ruffle through my bag, dropping the towel as I search for some clean clothes.I freeze, feeling someone’s eyes on me. I look up and see you looking around the room, anywhere but at me; a bag of food clutched in your hands. Oops.*

Oh, shit, man, I didn’t realise you were there.

*I pull on some boxers and jeans, not bothering with a top as I walk over to you and force you to look into my eyes, trying to tell you that you can talk to me through them.*